Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Hard Times

Well, I haven't posted in a while, mainly because we've been trying to spend as much family time together as possible.

Gerritt joined the Reserves a few months ago, and was sent to Basic and AIT training in South Carolina and Virginia on August 31st. He won't be back until next February.

Honestly, it really hasn't been real until about yesterday, that he isn't going to be here and that I can't call him. Basic training is really strict, and we've been told there's no contact at all except for mailing letters, so we're anxious to get our first letter from him telling us his address.

I'm trying my best to keep busy, doing activites for the kids, my calling, cleaning the house, and hanging out with family. Yesterday was the worst day so far and I seriously could not keep it together ALL DAY!! I cried to the bank teller, to people from my ward that I ran into at Target, at Classic skating, and at Burger King. Pretty much constantly. (and those of you that know me, know that I'm NOT a crier!) I just miss the guy so dang much!!

So, I'll try to be better at posting pics and blogging, but some days I might be bummed that I don't have my partner with me.

19 comments:

Andrea said...

Only written contact!? How harsh! Know that I'm thinking of you!

Mrs. Walker said...

You're both such studs. Seriously.

Well, Gerritt is probably the stud, since that denotes the male gender, but you are a...mustang? Cougar? Hmm. Maybe more of a beautiful butterfly?

You're both awesome! We're praying for you!

Lewis Family said...

Call me if you want to play! We are going to the zoo on Friday if you want to come?? My phone number is 801-296-8999.

Vicki said...

Hang in there, girl! This will sooo benefit your family in the end.... just keep reminding yourself. February will be here before you know it!!

I am alone M-F, since Mike works 2nd shift....we have a weekend marriage. :-P... Feel free to IM me on MSN or even Facebook if ya ever wanna chit chat!

Jill said...

That's got to be hard! Our prayers are with you!

Anonymous said...

OHHH EMM, I'm right there with you!
The last two times I've been preg-o, Rex has had to leave me for internships for school. The first was 2 months while he went to Africa. The second was 2 months last year for his internship to the bay area. Next June we are going to be apart for 6 months while he goes out for some more training with the company he's working for, Hewlett Packard. He's going to be living in Singapore. The cost of living is just too, expensive to take the whole fam along. You'll be in my prayers. Lean on family and the ward and most importantly the Lord.... and dream of your reunion with the hubbers when he returns!
Hugs,
Pume

Anonymous said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. I hope you are doing ok.

Englebright said...

You can't call him at all? WHAT? Are you allowed to visit at all in the 6 months? If visits are allowed you are welcome to stay with us!

I'm thinking about you, Emily!

Sarah said...

Oh my goodness tha tmust be so hard! I can't even imagine not being able to talk on the phone or at least email. Hang in there.

swensen squeeze said...

Em - sorry...that totally bites! hang in there...

Hannah said...

You were at CLASSIC SKATING??

And you claim to have been hanging around us all the time.... Tisk.

Just kidding.

Hope you feel better soon.

Alicia said...

Wow, Emily, I had no idea!! My heart is aching for you right now.

Nick and Kirsten said...

get over here! lets get those boys together....i'll give you a call later...

Nicole said...

Oh man!!! That's gotta be so hard. I'm home during the day with Lochlin if you and the boys wanna come play. We haven't seen you in a while.
Hang in there!

Amanda, Jack, Corban, Gabe, Chloe, and Rigby said...

I'm so sorry for your saddness. In january I'm sure you'll wonder where the time has gone but right now you don't want to hear that. Bring the boys down to play and have some adult time. My cousin started a craft group that meets the second tuesday of every month if you'd like to come be a part of it you're welcome :)

sue said...

I know just the thing to get your mind off it... PLAYTIME with Suzy. Trust me - it works everytime. :)

Young People in Love said...

oh Em. I'm so sorry to hear this. I can't even imagine how hard it must be. You are so strong, so courageous. I hope you know that.

Alex Woodall said...

wow Em that sounds so hard,you are strong especially since it just hit you, i would cry the whole time if it were me, i am an emotional wreck about things like that. if you ever need more family just remember we are only like ten minutes away!

Lindsay said...

:( I'm so sorry Em! I am always here to hang out cuz I'm alone sometimes too, so call me whenever you want to and I'll come hang out. Hanging out with friends and family always makes the lonely times not so lonely :)